Why do you listen to everyone?

My Life:
Me.
My friends.
My family.

Why can't people see the beauty in what they have? How can they not want to experience what they can? Fearing something you don't know is irrational. I could never say "I am afraid" when I have never experienced it.
I don't know my future. I will never be able to tell anyone what I will be doing in a few years. My future is undetermined. I could be doing something I love, living in Paris with a gorgeous man ( JUST SAYING It would be so awesome :P ) and traveling when ever I can. But I will never know.
I could be running a coffee shop and living above it (which isn't all that bad either...I think it is cute actually.)
The thing is...I do not know.
My life could turn out so many ways, and I know there are a million paths I can take.
But I want to live out what I have and not hate everything because I think something might be better, and I want to experience things...
Because I will miss this, and it will be something I have not experienced.
If I am here...Why would I want to run? I want to finish. I want to live. But I want to do it my way.

I will not be afraid, I will not run, I will not be tempted to escape.....

Also, I have booked 5 days of mtv live. You see I want free H&M stuff PLUS I really want to see The Wooden Sky. I am so STOKED OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!


And its free.


PS The Wooden Sky makes my happy smile and takes my breath away.
<3

"... Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart is going to cave in..."
-American Beauty.

I want to experience.