Monday, December 7, 2009

I have Devil on my shoulder, and TB beside me.

Well hello little blog of mine...and my readers (TB, KD, JC, SB)
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It started snowing a bit today... I am looking forward to more of the white little snow flakes to fill the air and layer the ground. TB is beside me writing in her blog, that I will no doubt read after this. I am suppose to be doing AutoCad but I finished my window, waiting for approval and half way through the next one.

I hope AS is okay. His kitty was just put down and I know how much he loved him. I want to hug him, but he is not here today. :c

After talking to KD and JC, I have come to some weird understanding about my uncertain future with..well..anything really.

My life is very unstable at the moment. I want to get into OCAD (that I knok for certain) after that..I do not know.

A part of me will always want a simple life, just a small place to live, work, love.
But another part of me wants a nomadic life, travelling, seeing the world.

However, with the nomadic life, I would need a lot of money... Or start selling JC out as a hooker.
Hmmmmmm.

Which I choose, to either sell JC to support my travelling life, a stable sweet life, or ACTUALLY USING MY EDUCATION FOR SOMETHING.

Who knows?
I certainly do not.


I guess I will have to find out.
I am completely terried yet excited.

I want to run with the life I have, I am interested in this all turns out.

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