Sunday, January 10, 2010

Just conditioning

Its been a while since I have written something with a bit of substance. A lot of my posts recently just dance around topics and do not go into detail about anything really.

Terribly sorry for shutting you out of my mind.

It seems that I have forgotten all my dairies. My written one has not been touched since JC saw it. Its in a box now. I really do not care to ever read it again. This one is still going......but its heart line worries me so. I really want to come back and read this, to see myself and not be like "so what happened here and why did i just post pictures?"

I think I may be too violent. Its fun but I kinda forget my own abilities. Although you cannot blame me. I feel like me. I have no worries anymore, I just have me and my life. The thing is I do not have one worry. Well besides university but I hardly care.
SO
ANYWAYS
when I feel like me......I get happy and I have a lot of energy. No more migraines either. Bonus!
I feel bad to think this but I am pretty sure I feel better because of my break up. I mean...I felt bad about it and it made me really sad. But I guess the time to be me and not worry about a relationship is good for me.

Although I must admit to myself.
I am completely going to be fucked over by my heart.

cause I have my secrets.
And one of them hurts.

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