Come Together

Well it seems like I am done High School...Next step?

I cannot wait. C:

For Rent

"Anybody who says they are a good liar obviously is not, because any legitimately savvy liar would always insist they're honest about everything."

" I am not what I am, I am what I make with my hands"

Dear Sheridan,
I think you have thoroughly thanked me. I feel the "thank you."

I would appreciate the thanking to not continue, however feel free to send me an acceptance letter next.

Love,
Amanda.

...hahhaha.
It is college/unversity times !!! I have heard back from all my schools, now I am just waiting for my evaluations. Weeewooo.


This is how I look when I am concentrating on my work. Yummy.




New Piece.
Remember kids: Wash your hands before dinner.

It is just one of those days

Sundays are not my best day, I really don't think it is anyones. I have a headache and I don't know why. Maybe the weather ? Or maybe it is the fact that I am really bored?

I am not sure. But I kinda want to go for a walk..however, I do not ever want to go alone.

Better news though!


Last night was the Into Oblivion show ! I took some photos, but most of all had a lot of fun. It was nice seeing everyone. I got home super late though, and I did not want to deal with that. Plus I had a bunch of drunk texts and two phone calls. Not that I mind but I thought my stomach was going explode, so I kinda had my mind on something else.

A week and a half before I am done with school for 7 months !!!

I think pretty things

Excuse me, how do you say **** in french?

Hello lovely, lovely you.


To start off, I have 17 projects for portfolio, pretty sure I know which two can be kicked out. haha.
And I am quite done talking about school. I have been so stressed out with it only to receive my marks today and be like..why do I worry so much?

Today was a rather boring day. Nothing to exciting other than the fact that I might kill most the people at school. Just. Saying. haha

Tomorrow I have we came as romans. Its going to be so awesome ! I miss shows. I must go to more. Maybe that could be my new year's resolution? That and the obvious. I just want to be happy. I don't like settling, so no way would I ever settle for content. haha.

But yeah, I went to a few last year. However there was so much more I wanted to go to. And now that I have the time, it couldn't be that hard...right ? Hopefully not. And in October I turn 19 !!! Completely stoked. And I realize its months away, but it may be just too exciting.

My life. Oh my life.

This is the type of stuff I do for my friends

Helped SB and TB with their photography work today. This would be the outcome.

These photos all belong to Miss Skylar. <3

Process

“How much does your life weigh? Imagine for a second that you’re carrying a backpack. I want you to pack it with all the stuff that you have in your life, you start with the little things. The shelves, the drawers, the knickknacks, then you start adding larger stuff. Clothes, tabletop appliances, lamps, your TV. The backpack should be getting pretty heavy now. You go bigger. Your couch, your car, your home, I want you to stuff it all into that backpack. Now I want you to fill it with people. Start with casual acquaintances, friends of friends, folks around the office, and then you move into the people you trust with your most intimate secrets. Your brothers, your sisters, your children, your parents and finally your husband, your wife, your boyfriend, your girlfriend. You get them into that backpack, feel the weight of that bag. Make no mistake your relationships are the heaviest components in your life. All those negotiations and arguments and secrets, the compromises. The slower we move the faster we die. Make no mistake, moving is living. Some animals were meant to carry each other to live symbiotically over a lifetime. Star crossed lovers, monogamous swans. We are not swans. We are sharks.”

Up in the Air

Just conditioning

Its been a while since I have written something with a bit of substance. A lot of my posts recently just dance around topics and do not go into detail about anything really.

Terribly sorry for shutting you out of my mind.

It seems that I have forgotten all my dairies. My written one has not been touched since JC saw it. Its in a box now. I really do not care to ever read it again. This one is still going......but its heart line worries me so. I really want to come back and read this, to see myself and not be like "so what happened here and why did i just post pictures?"

I think I may be too violent. Its fun but I kinda forget my own abilities. Although you cannot blame me. I feel like me. I have no worries anymore, I just have me and my life. The thing is I do not have one worry. Well besides university but I hardly care.
SO
ANYWAYS
when I feel like me......I get happy and I have a lot of energy. No more migraines either. Bonus!
I feel bad to think this but I am pretty sure I feel better because of my break up. I mean...I felt bad about it and it made me really sad. But I guess the time to be me and not worry about a relationship is good for me.

Although I must admit to myself.
I am completely going to be fucked over by my heart.

cause I have my secrets.
And one of them hurts.

Hello, have we met before?

There is finally enough snow so I can stop my complaining. I am watching it fall, its so peaceful and beautiful. I made some hot chocolate for myself and I have my old book. But reading just didn't feel right. So I sketched a bit, hope you don't mind my change in plans.



I hope you don't mind the changes in me.

I am late for an Important date !

Oh jeez, I missed a terribly important post !


Happy [LATE..VERY LATE] New Years !!!


After all my tears, and smiles. It was a decent one.

I have no resolution to share, terribly sorry.

But I love my world. c:

New Planet in my Solar System

My friends know me way too well...


And thats how I like it.

<3

Bacon, Oh my!

I want these pigs. c: